Bleu Edmondson Finger on the Trigger lyrics

Oh Lord please forgive me for what I'm about to do
I'm running on empty and my options are few
You know that I did the best that I can
But i've done hit rock bottom, my time is at hand

Because I lost my job
My bills are getting bigger
Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, I ain't got a penny
My woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up
DHS bout to take my kids
Tryin' to get well, keep getting sicker
Sittin' in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger

You know I never meant to hurt anyone
And I'll face the consequences for everything I've done
And Lord sometimes I wonder if your even there
'Cause my burden is back-breaking and it's all that I can bear

Because I lost my job
My bills are getting bigger
Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, I ain't got a penny
My woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up
DHS bout to take my kids
Tryin' to get well, keep getting sicker
Sittin' in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger